I went out to dinner with a girlfriend the other night and we got to talking about our relationships and she asked if Jared and I still have sex on our own, i.e without a third (or fourth) party present. I had to pause for a moment because I was a little shocked. Well, not really. I suspect a lot of people think we’re doing this because we’ve been together ten years and just want to fuck other people but this was the first time someone had actually asked me this question so I was a bit taken aback. Not offended, just momentarily silenced. I’m happy for people to ask questions and I’m always honest so it was more just the shock that someone had the balls to ask me something so personal (which is something I’d usually do – I can be quite blunt and forward at times).
My answer was a look (you know the kind, I’m sure) and a “yes” to which she asked how often and I said usually once or twice a week. Not a number to be particularly proud of but it’s the truth and we’re busy and and and [insert usual stuff here]. Anyway, it got me thinking. How many people assume poly folks are just looking for ways to spice up their faltering sex lives? I’m willing to guess quite a few. And I suppose it’s a fair assumption and probably does happen quite regularly. Lord knows there are plenty of people out there doing it for the wrong reasons. And, of course, people wonder why you’d want to see other people if your current relationship is going well? If it ain’t broke, don’t fix it after all.
And my reasoning to that is, while it may be incredibly exciting to see other people, I could also easily be happy with ‘just’ Jared for the rest of my life, if he decided he wanted to put an end to our poly adventures. Sure, I would be disappointed and I’d want to have an in-depth discussion about why he felt this way but I don’t think it would be a deal breaker for me. And that’s because I’m not doing this to fill a void or spice things up. I’m doing it because I don’t believe we should tie ourselves to monogamy out of some fear that love is finite and we can’t love more than one person at once. Monogamy works for some people but not for all and, if you’re one of those non-mogs (yes, I like it!), you should be free to explore that. Also, I’m pansexual (I’ve ‘upgraded’ myself from bisexual) and I don’t think I should have to pick one gender to spend the rest of my life with and forego all others.
So there you have it. My two cents on yet another subject. Do with it as you will.
On a separate note, we have a date with Emma tonight (the other half of the poly couple we know that we’d gone off but have since decided to rethink). Plus we have two other Tinder/3nder people who want to meet so we’ll tee those up in the coming weeks.
Your sex life sounds adventurous.
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Hahaha yes, I suppose some people would consider it so.
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So do you watch your husband having sex with someone else? How does that feel?
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I do/have. It’s a huge turn on for me, one of my main fantasies.
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Oh really, it sounds like you and him have a blast.
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You could say that. 😉
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Your sex life sounds better than mine.
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Some people can’t see too far outside their own experience, nor can imagine ways of living that don’t work for them, so if you are different from them, there must be a reason that they can fit in their experience box. I see your point of view fairly easily, most people aren’t able to see it so easily, have patience with us. 😀
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Hahah I try. 😉 But I can definitely see how it might be hard for people to understand.
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I love that you can be so open and maybe it isn’t about ‘being anything’ other than brave and adventurous and okay, I want to hear all about Emma…
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Hahah thank you and you will. Let’s see how this date goes and then I’ll do a post on how we came to decide to go on another date with her.
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also, anyone says ‘you’re bored with one another’ is mostly projecting about their own sex life.
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I think it probably is a common misconception… if people take it at face value then they probably will think it’s just to spice things up, or because you aren’t sexually satisfied by your partner. I’ve researched polyamory a lot for my writing, and have found it fascinating to learn more about it! I am definitely monog, I have jealousy issues and know I couldn’t handle a 3rd party in our relationship, BUT I also understand not everyone wants monog… as long as everyone is happy, who the fuck really cares?
We’re actually going on vacay next week and are staying with a poly threesome for a couple of nights, which I’m really looking forward to! My 5yo & 9yo will be with us and I am glad they’ll get to witness a positive, loving environment that ISN’T monog!
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So true. Everyone is different. The problem comes when we get told one way is the right way or doing something different is somehow wrong or perverted.
Oh wow. That sounds awesome. Such a great thing for your kids to exposed to a healthy relationship that doesn’t conform with most people’s idea of “normal”. Good on you!
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Not like our relationship conforms with most people’s idea of “normal” anyway, lol, me and Bree in love and happy and both of us drooling on rugby players all the time… 😉 People get so confused about what label to put on us.
Can’t wait to see my friend next week and learn the dynamics in a RL poly relationship, as opposed to the ones we write about in Fantasy Life…
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Hahah it’s whatever works, right? Not everyone’s going to fit in a neat little box.
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Especially if it’s a little box they decided on for you. Umm no, sorry, you can keep your box and your opinion too! 😛
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Damn straight!
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